How well I remember my first day of karate training! I had been looking for something to do with my life in a new town, other than working. Looking through a booklet of local activities, I spotted a karate class offered. I'd always loved martial arts movies, I'd always thought karate would be fun -- and with my background in both dance and gymnastics, I was also pretty sure I'd be good at it!
So I signed up, and on the appointed day, I arrived at my very first class. The first thing I noticed was that everyone but me was in those weird white karate uniforms, which looked like oversized pajamas. I felt pretty conspicuous wearing my sweats and t-shirt -- but, thought they looked a little silly, to tell you the truth. The second thing I noticed was that they all knew each other, and were laughing and talking among themselves. I was the only new student that session, which made me a bit self-conscious.
When class was ready to start, the teacher (I learned to call him "Sensei") called out, "Line up!", and everyone ran across the gym to stand in a neat line behind him. Somewhat hesitantly I followed, as the students motioned me to join. I got at the end of the line and tried to do what they did -- sitting down, closing my eyes, then bowing. The instructor motioned to a black belt student who said, "Stand up and spread out", and all the students ran to spread out in 3 neat lines, again motioning me where I should stand. I was already confused, and I hadn't even done any karate yet! Maybe this wasn't going to be so much fun after all...
Warm-ups were the first thing I could feel good about. I was by far the most limber person in the room, the black belts included. Ah, I thought, I knew it! My flexibility was drawing glances from the stiff, pajama-wearing group around me. This I was used to, this felt good. Then class started. The moves, let me tell you, looked really easy. The instructor told us what to do, and I did it. Piece of cake.
Until he came over to where I was, obediently in down-block position, and proceeded to re-arrange half my body parts. One arm was too far out, another wasn't far enough in, one leg wasn't bent enough, the other one wasn't straight enough, my body wasn't at an angle, my knee wasn't out... by the time I was in the accepted "front stance", I wasn't sure where my feet were, but I was starting to think maybe karate wasn't that easy to learn.
Class from there proceeded with basic stepping punches, basic "blocks". I was told to just follow along as best I could, get a feel for it, and not to worry if I didn't pick up right away. Initially I was a bit offended that they thought I couldn't figure out how to punch right away; 15 minutes later, I was grateful that they understood! People seemed to yell at random intervals, and said "osss" a lot too, whatever that was all about. I had enough to worry about, I decided the yelling could wait until the next class.
About 2/3 of the way through class, I was separated off from the main group, sent off with a black belt to learn something called a "kata". Once I figured out that it was just a choreographed series of movements, I knew I was fine. My confidence came roaring back: After all, hadn't I spent half my life learning dances and gymnastics routines? I learned the first half of the first kata that night, Heian Shodan. Very basic techniques. Very basic turns, especially for someone with my background. Very very hard to do. Very very frustrating!! I actually lost my balance at one point. I couldn't believe it. I felt like a complete idiot, and I was sure that the black belt was just humoring me as they said encouraging things about how well I was doing!
Class finally ended, one of the longest hours I've spent doing intermittent physical activity. After class, everyone said hi and introduced themselves, the instructor came over and said hi, and talked to me about how karate required a lot of repetitive training to pick up. Did he think maybe I'd get bored, or maybe I wouldn't stick with it? Ha! I said goodbye and promised I'd be back for the next class. I'd signed up for a month, after all. I wasn't going to quit after one class.
That night, my well-trained and physically fit body was exhausted. My legs were shaking. That "back stance" thing -- man, that was brutal! How could everyone else do it so well? I looked in the mirror, and try though I might, mine sure didn't look like theirs. The one time I got close, I was convinced I would break my ankle. I ate some rice and vegetables and passed out cold, to sleep for almost 9 hours. The next day, I was still stiff and sore. I tried doing some of those new movements, tried doing the kata I had learned. I felt like an elephant with 3 left feet. It was annoying, but I knew I'd pick it up. I had a whole month. By the end of that month, I'd know the kata, and then I could quit without feeling like a quitter.
8 years later, I train a minimum of 3 days a week. I am on my 5th set of those big karate pajamas called gis, and the oldest ones are getting pretty darn frayed. I yell (ki-ai) when I'm supposed, and say "osu!" to Sensei to acknowledge that I understand what he has just said to me. I am one of those black belts who leads warm-ups, who helps teach, who takes new students through their first kata and tells them not to worry if they don't pick it up right away. By the end of that first month of training, I did know Heian Shodan -- and I was hooked on karate!
I still sometimes feel like an elephant with 3 left feet, and I am still working on doing my basic punches and blocks properly. I know 26 kata, and don't feel like I'm an expert at any one of them, although I work on them all the time. There is always something new to learn, always something I could do better, always some inspiration or enlightenment awaiting me around the next turn.
I can't imagine how flat my life would be without all this!
Recent Comments